The Vulnerability of Beginnings

there’s a quiet weight to creating and holding a new space

you spend months in the quiet, choosing the right woods, finding the perfect sequences, dreaming + envisioning…. and whispering to yourself about 'how can I help people find their inner sanctuary?'

you convince yourself you are not completely ready, people will reject you, they’ll all laugh at you and think you’re silly. you say to yourself but I feel like an imposter …. but you start anyways because you feel called and these words keep invading your thoughts…

“start. just start messy. let it unfold. your community is waiting for you.” … its so loud that one afternoon you decide to hit publish and share

and it begins to breathe.

as i type this the website is under lock and key. The offerings are still being carefully curated. The logistics aren't perfectly polished. but if I wait for 'perfect,' the doors will stay closed and i will be - once again - pressing pause on a dream … a calling that i have had for decades

Onion Studios, might be a weird name for a wellness agency. but it fits with the concept. it is a space dedicated to peeling back the noise to find your sovereign center. a gift i found years ago, through the practices and modalities found within the Bespoke Bundles

to realize you are never alone is to find your way back home. when you touch that inner glow of alignment and quiet peace, you are entering a sanctuary inside yourself… one you can return to whenever the world feels loud, scary, or confusing

my wish, my dream… is to help you remember that love is always there, waiting beneath the layers. it is the ultimate healer of all

in my nervousness, my moment of ‘oh sh*t! I just hit share!’… then, in the moments after, where I feel the warm glow of being on the path… it felt only right that layer one of this journey, my journey, our journey together should be the raw, nervous reality of beginning

thank you for being on this journey with me

it’s breathing. the layers are being revealed

with love🤍

m